going to winnipeg to see famaliar faces and faces i haven’t seen in over a week and like ten months was a fail.
spent it at home sick, smoking the rest of my gram, drinking a lot of water being bored, with my molly and ivy. kinda sucked that didn’t make it to the leg but whatever.
more positive thinking
started working on my boyfriend’s birthday present, i am kinda worried about it not coming together how i want it , or it’s too cheesy. ( it’s based on one of my favorite times i had with him during spring break, we i made kandi, ate jelly belly’s just me and him , he taught me how to do figure eights with glow sticks, did a lot of talking, sat on his little comfy couch watching the movie spun . there was just something about that moment i felt so happy and where i start feeling the most comfortable around him and was starting to feel less shy.
so i figured buying some jelly bellys, wrap the present in pictures from the movie spun, and create a kandi necklace with little sweet things like how much i love him, what i think about in particular about him cause i found out he likes that, like the little things pretty much :3 cheesy? yes? no?
another thing i realized is that he has brought the romantic cheesy side of me that i really didn’t know i had, idk he just brings out the best of me