i have this idea in my head of how i really want to be i want to be able to talk to people and not be negative and i want to sound interesting so people would love to want to talk with me often/hangout etc i dont want to be awkward or make no sense i want to be smarter i want to be how i used to, silly, happy and optimistic agian, i find it trying to be like that agian is a big challenge and i...
the indescribable feelings and rush you get in your chest . feels like your cheeks are drained and you stop breathing. and then tears, thick warm tears. that stain your cheeks and make your eyes all glossy and you can’t see what you are doing. that’s exactally what’s going on with me right now
i'm so overwhelmed.
my only living grandmother i have is in the hospital cause she had a minor heart attack then when they did the angiogram it showed that she needed surgery/bypass (hasnt gone in yet for it) one of my sisters friend’s dad died of a heart attack ( i can feel deaths presence with close friends/family and with my own how i can feel dealths presence, i usually sleep aweful he died of a...
i want to try "white rinos " i heard they're great
Anonymous asked: do you have any regrets or feel bad about anything?
new years kisses are overated